Tuesday, December 22, 2015

[Serious Issue : Marriage]

Yesterday, I went to my friend's wedding.
It was a very beautiful malay traditional wedding. When i said traditional, i mean no charter catering all work done by the family and neighbours and i liked it that way.
The bride was my roomates during my highschool and currently still one of my friend that i frequently keep in touch and meet. 

After the wedding, i had a little catch session with some friends. We recall back how many of us still left single unmaried.Well. Everytime i went to wedding or wedding season, i will quietly asking myself why im not married yet. Where is my other half. Where he is.

Sometime i really dont know. Either i am really want to get married. Have family. Or i just follow the trend. Am i really ready  physically or mentally to be a fully wife? For i know, to be a wife is not as simple as to change from cik to puan.

I know. This entry a little bit no fun. Yup. This is serious. So im gonna make it sound serious.
Well for me. There is alot of things to get ready before i ready to meet my Mr Jodoh. I knew he also try his best to get ready to meet me too. 

1) Responsibility as a Muslimah
Yes. This sound cliche. Sorry but no sorry. This is the first responsibility you should be done when you wanna get married. Remember, you will be marrying you. Yes. If you are good person then your jodoh will be good too. So first. I have to take care about Solat. Im not really good Muslim. But sometime there were time i forgot too. I would like to stress about Solat because its a key to others. When you take care the Solat then the others such as Aurah, fasting, be kind to other people, donation will come naturally. 

2. Responsibility towards parents and family

Yes. When you married you will get another family. Be kind to your parents and family first then it will reflect how you react in new family.
Yes. You can fake it. But for how long?
3. Responsibility as wife. 

Well. There are a lot of responsibilities than I imagine. Its not just changing your title from cik to uan. Or change your relationship status on facebook as single to married. No. It is not that easy. 

When you get married. There is a lot of things you need to sacrifice. There is a lot single life things to let go. To be honest, i really am independent woman. I used to not ask anyone about any decisions i made. I afraid im not ready to put someone, outsider in my life for such that important roles. 

I cant work if he doesnt want me too

I cant go hang out with friend if he doesnt give her permission.

I cant make any decision without consulting him. 

I cant go to karoke or wayang session with friends. 

I cant spend hours gossiping at mamak.

And many more 'I cant..'

Can i really let go this things? If my jodoh is someone i knew, that know me, know my friends and i understand me well, he might will allow all this.
But if my jodoh is otherwise, then i have to follow him if i want to marry him.
Thats the biggest challenge i think i need to face before i get ready to meet my Jodoh. 
I just wish he ia out there somewhere and preparing himself to meet me. and i am excited to see what Allah swt had planned for us,

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[Dapur Cik Peanut: Donut Gebu]


Sejak dua menjak takde keje nk buat. Memang rajin betul mencuba resepi. Dulu mase kecik-kecik pandai betul buat. Pejam mata pun boleh. Sekarang semua google.

So hari ni peanut nak kongsi resepi donut gebu gebas.

Bahan - bahan A

1 paket yis
2 sudu gula
2 sudu susu pekat
1 cawan air suam

Bahan- bahan B

4 cawan tepung gandum
2 sudu marjerin
2 sudu kecil baking powder
1 sudu kecil garam


1. Campurkan bahan A sehingga sebati. Then letak tepi.

2. Campurkan bahan B sehingga nampak sekata.

3. Masukkan sikit demi sedikit bahan A kedalam Bahan B. Uli sehingga sekata. Pastu biarkan selama sejam. Make sure bertutup ye.

4. Lepas sejam tu. Uli2 sikit supaya udara dalam adunan tu keluar. Lepas tu dah leh terap. Kalau nk buat bentuk manual pun boleh.

5. Dah siap boleh goreng dan tabur gula halus. Gula kasar pun boleh cuma please blend dulu. Setiap adunan dpt dlm 20 lebih. Boleh lah goreng separuh simpan dlm frozen. Esok boleh goreng lagi. Yeayyy.

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Tuesday, December 15, 2015

[Tuesday Love Song :eghan Trainor ft. John Legend - Like I'm Gonna Lose You]

I found myself dreaming of Silver and gold
Like a scene from a movie
That every broken heart knows
We were walking on moonlight

And you put me close
Split second and you disappeared
And then I was all alone

I woke up in tears
With you by my side
A breath of relief
And I realized

No, we're not promised tomorrow
So I'm going to love you
Like I'm going to lose you
And I'm going to hold you
Like I'm saying goodbye

Where ever we're standing
I won't take you for granite
Cuz we'll never know when
When we'll run out of time
So I'm going to love you
Like I'm going to lose you
So I'm going to love you
Like I'm going to lose you

In the blink of an eye
Just a whisper of smoke
You could lose everything
The truth is never known
So I'll kiss you longer baby
Any chance that I get
And I'll make the most of the minutes
And love with no regrets

Lets take the time to say what we want
Here's what we got before its all gone

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Tuesday, December 8, 2015

[Tuesday Love Song :R. City ft. Adam Levine - Locked Away]

If I got locked away and we lost it all today
Tell me honestly would you still love me the same
If I showed you my flaws If I couldn't be strong
Tell me honestly would you still love me the same

Right about now If I judge for life man
would you stay by my side Or is you gonna say goodbye

Can you tell me right now
If I couldn't buy you the fancy things in life
Shawty would it be alright
Come on show me that you know

Now tell me would you really ride for me
Baby tell me would you die for me
Would you spend your whole life with me
Would you be there to always hold me down
Tell me would you really cry for me

Baby don't lie to me
 If I didn't have anything
 I wanna know would you stick around

Let's get it diddly-down-down-down
All I want is somebody real who don't need much
A girl I know that I can trust
To be 'ere when money low
 If I did not have nothing else to give but love
 Would that even be enough
 Gotta need to know

Tell me tell me would you want me
Tell me tell me would you call me
If you knew I wasn't balling
Cause I need a girl who's always by my side
Tell me tell me do you need me
Tell me tell me do you love me
Or is you just tryna play me
Cause I need a girl to hold me down for life

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